fuck

fuck the world

Free

i duno, i just dont feel excited after As are over
its just that kind of empty feeling
tired
really wished things can be so simple without politics you know
miss the childhood days where days can be so pure so simple
most importantly..the time without worries

tired

been thru this much these days
so stress so stress
and im missing my friends whom i havent seen for a long long time
good old times
i miss them
cant wait to get over and done with

Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lightsSee the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Busy

realised i havent been updating as much. holidays are here! meh, just more studying and more studying. past week have been rather packed with extra lessons soccer stayovers and famine camp. certainly,it have been enjoyable, company that counts heh :) sian, 1 week passed like that, 2nd week gonna pass as fast. srsly must get the studying mood already cannot slack anymore. still cant believe half a year pass this fast, another half of the year i finish A's!woah cant imagine me in army srsly.busy busy busy, several things have happened, like haha i think everything's fine now.

anw was listening to 时光机 and suddenly thought of the many things that happend last year :)

划分界限的桌椅
下课却靠在一起
我就是离不开你

very sweet lyrics and it makes me smile whenever i listen to it :) bye ppl muggggggggg

Happy

Nothing can describe how happy i am now. night ppl :)

Tired

So tired today.today's not a good day at all. night ppl

Mmm

6’s should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.

Bankai

busy busy busy.almost a month after season ended.told myself to study really hard but still havent 100% yet.mmm sian, srsly cant stand it when i start slacking off.want to study in the end nvr study kind.o well PMT just past, kind of sorted out my thoughts! wasted 1 year in sa already so not coming back again so not. study study study!! havent seen many ppl for ages. sian srsly. i must stop having such thoughts already. like if i wanna do it, i must do it :) take care ppl.

FREEEE

season's over.haha duno what to say also. like suddenly dam free like that and like only ytd started training with this new coach. haha rmb the times we had at bishan even tho its like so far away for me, its still fun and enjoyable! thanks to those ppl who msged me, really happy to hear these things from you all :) at least now i know how much i mean to you all haha. thought quite abit after the game and straightened my thoughts already. since season end already, no point like not getting over it, A's this year, results not very nice also, time to start studying man soooooooooo free already omg srsly cant imagine this.

i duno what to say. but yup, really big thank you to those who came down today!! we couldnt play this well without you guys. as for SATT, thanks for all the memorable trainings and dinners!! all the funny moments that keeps me going. soccer after training again?and the many gossips about yj?:) HAHAHA. alright man. off for now byebye

Lost

i just couldnt help thinking.
today's been a pretty bad day.
bad week even.
in fact i think i never really done much for the week.
wtf im doing?

hopefully everything turns out better.

Sian

THIS FEELING SUCKS

Break's Over

had a great weekend! needed this so badly where i can move away from all my troubles and worries. feeling so much better after all the things that happened last week. even tho like results not very good, you people still stood by me. mm thanks for everything really. season starts tmrw! packed week,gonna be so tiring and draining, i need all the motivation i can!

Looking forward to a better season!better results and everything.
Was thinking of the past weekend on the way back today, happy happy happy :)
at least now i know, what i really want.

start of a new term! lets work hard towards BT2 and good season!!

This I Promise you

every word i say is true
this i promise you this i promise you
this i promise you

Sky Chord ~Otona ni Naru Kimi he~

I can't sing a song with a honest lyrics
because I always end up sugar coating the words
When someone as laid-back as me
realize he had something worth protecting?

Don't leave me, Sky Chord,
You would've stayed here back then, yeah yeah...
I've lost you, Sky Chord,
It's not anyone's fault, but...

I know there are things more important to me
than becoming an adult.
But I'll be growing up the whole time
I'm trying to figure out what they are.
You say we can't stay like this forever?
I know.. so let's take that first step

Happy :)

today i walked home smiling,kind of sort out my thoughts already :) mm getting really busy these few days, so much that i dont even have the energy to blog. BT's in less than 2 weeks time and im struggling omg. anw several stuff happened these few weeks good and bad :) nonetheless i must say that things have gotten better and im motivated to study already !! yup yup lessons are getting fun with teachers aiming me hahahaha fun shit and that keeps me awake. term 1's coming to an end, how fast man like ytd's only new year. o well come to think of it, holiday's coming, srsly cant wait like probably more time to meet up with friends i neglected the past few weeks. felt dam bad but really needa know what my priorities are. caging on wed!! cant wait omg good old times isnt it :) outings soon ppl like after my BTs, study hard ppl!!

Tough

Confused?

Amused even.

enuff said.

Busy Busy

this few weeks have been very very busy and very very tiring. mon wed fri training and from 530-730. zzz why must trainings start so late?! everytime reach home half dead alr, how to do work?want to do work also cannot, training have been quite shiong come home can K.O. then theres are tuition also and school work to cope. then come MSA!

sigh this past 3/2 weeks have been rather stress for me. perhaps thats how j2 life is like?happens so fast and so many things to be done. luckily, i think im going back on track for table tennis alr which is good. but then msa results arent looking good i guess. feeling rather disappointed but what can i do? study hard and work harder lor. came across many diff ppl also. from what i see, im sure they needa be more sensitive of whats coming out of their dam mouth i swear. on the hand, i think i needa set things right alr, take it or leave it, im going full force now!

CNY's celebration tmrw. 

needed this break so badly, hopefully it turns out a good one and more ANGBAOS!

heres HAPPY CNY TO ALL! GONG XI FA CAI, HONG BAO NA LAI!!! HAHA

have a good one people :)

Stress

Tonight i promise myself i wont let this happen ever again.

School starts

school starts

lots of work lagging behind

lots of tests to study

lots of trainings to attend

lots of stress

tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

hopefully i can get back my form real soon